Ooh good question.
The ways in which I consider myself to not be mentally recovered I tie with being underweight. I count calories (in order to eat enough to gain weight), think about food (in order to eat enough to gain weight) and weigh myself (to check I’ve gained weight).
I know it will be hard to break habits but I’m hoping once I’ve reached a weight I can maintain I can stop think about gaining and eating to gain and eventually stop calorie counting.
I admit that I do worry about food sometimes. And about eating too much. And feeling guilty. But I’m hoping these will become easier to deal with when I get to a higher a weight.