hmm sometimes i forget what i say on my blog and in my head.
A couple of weeks ago I reached my highest weight for five and a half years. After this I struggled to continue to reach 3000 calories a day and probably got between 2500 and 3000.
I think I have continued to gain and I am very happy with my body most of the time, though, saying that, sometimes I look in the mirror and am horrified by the size of my arms, or looked down and am overwhelmed by my stomach, but I try to attribute these moments to ED because most of the time I think I’m pretty hot and pretty lucky.
I’ve tried to stop counting calories recently because I’ve realised that I’m happy with my body and with what I eat, the counting of calories and sighing of my body is completely unnecessary for my health and just holds me back.
SO I am going to try and permanently stop counting calories and try to go several months at a time without weighing myself (I think I probably should keep a rough track of my weight just in case I slip back).
We shall see how this goes, but not counting calories has been successful for two days so far.